O.D. (La tristesse durera toujours)
from The Clouded Mind by Aldrian Auteur
lyrics
Too many nights,
too many fights
to keep you off my mind
and convince myself imma be alright
(and cease yearning),
Love wasn't there i sub'd it for despair,
and started crying till I realized
that this feeling isn't real, when I close my eyes
will I see you up in heaven? Or in hell
I don't care where I am going
I just want you by my side,
just to look inside those pretty eyes,
that'll always make me feel everything's ok
when I know it's not
I thought that it would last forever
didn't expect such badly severed
ties to be donned around my neck,
At times it's hard to think about and
process the guilt I feel for second-handedly
destroying everything we built, It was the Jealousy, over-Zealotry, and my constant crave
and want obsessively for you to relish me and
cherish me, care for me, stare at me, marry me
and bear with me because our time on earth
is only distributed scarcely
Too many nights,
too many fights
to keep you off my mind
and convince myself imma be alright
(and cease yearning),
Love wasn't there i sub'd it for despair,
and started crying till I realized
that this feeling isn't real, when I close my eyes
will I see you up in heaven? Or in hell
I don't care where I am going
I just want you by my side,
just to look inside those pretty eyes,
that'll always make me feel everything's ok
when I know it's not
Nothings there,
nothings here,
I'm knocking on your door
until I get an answer,
but why am I here?
Why are you there?
this feeling's a disease
I think that this is cancer
And there's no cure, rest assure,
I'm only living comfortably
within these mantras and this is pure,
I have no fear I know i'll feel this way
till time has finally passed us
too many fights
to keep you off my mind
and convince myself imma be alright
(and cease yearning),
Love wasn't there i sub'd it for despair,
and started crying till I realized
that this feeling isn't real, when I close my eyes
will I see you up in heaven? Or in hell
I don't care where I am going
I just want you by my side,
just to look inside those pretty eyes,
that'll always make me feel everything's ok
when I know it's not
I thought that it would last forever
didn't expect such badly severed
ties to be donned around my neck,
At times it's hard to think about and
process the guilt I feel for second-handedly
destroying everything we built, It was the Jealousy, over-Zealotry, and my constant crave
and want obsessively for you to relish me and
cherish me, care for me, stare at me, marry me
and bear with me because our time on earth
is only distributed scarcely
Too many nights,
too many fights
to keep you off my mind
and convince myself imma be alright
(and cease yearning),
Love wasn't there i sub'd it for despair,
and started crying till I realized
that this feeling isn't real, when I close my eyes
will I see you up in heaven? Or in hell
I don't care where I am going
I just want you by my side,
just to look inside those pretty eyes,
that'll always make me feel everything's ok
when I know it's not
Nothings there,
nothings here,
I'm knocking on your door
until I get an answer,
but why am I here?
Why are you there?
this feeling's a disease
I think that this is cancer
And there's no cure, rest assure,
I'm only living comfortably
within these mantras and this is pure,
I have no fear I know i'll feel this way
till time has finally passed us
credits
from The Clouded Mind,
released June 27, 2011
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